Day of Doctors

My visit to the GP's this morning was very helpfull. We long talk about how have been doing and about the condition of my mother. She has upped me to 4mg of risperidone and will write my psychiatrists a letter to try and get them to see me sooner. I felt relived and happy after visting her, though a little suprised that she talked about incerreasing me to 6mg over the next few weeks (if I dont improve). I sure that I wont need to go that high a stable 4 (maybe 5) mg should be all that I need.

Mum is doped up on tramadol (an opioid painkiller) and diazepam - so she is finally and unsurprisingly, feeling much better (but physically improves only slowly)

Iy was raining heavily and Lutja wanted to go outside. The last time I had showed her rain she wanted nothing to do with it and kept a safetly indoors. Remembering this I had the smashing idea "Why not open the door for her" she immediatly scarpered gleefuly outside and began climbing trees digging through leaves and prancing through the mud. When I finally pursuaded her to come in she was *soaking* wet, cold, covered in mud and apparently envergated by her, because of the cold weather, now rare garden adventures.
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